Mydesigninspirationblog.tumblr.com

It’s for fashion and clothing that gives me something.

Have it at it.

The reasoning behind my decision? I’ve had it too long.

I just turned 15 when I made it, I was a depressed teenager that cut myself and wanted to die on a daily basis. I was angry and upset with everything.

Within the first year
I’d hit rock bottom and was hospitalized for wanting to kill myself and not caring if it happened. I started seeing a therapist and was put on drugs to avoid the depression. I started seeing Josh. And I stopped going to regular highschool and I loved it.

The second year
I got a summer job with Josh, spent almost every day with him, and it was absolutely amazing. He found out he was going to Loyola in Chicago. And when school started again I was a little less content with things, then after the first quarter I was put into remedial classes. I stopped going to school and started going to Chicago fairly regularly. I also started doing drag at this point. I spent a lot of time in Chicago that winter and the relationship with Josh was on the rocks. We loved each other, but it escalated into violence from both parties.

The third year (5 months into year three)
In the spring we fell out. I got my GED and applied to St.Louis Community College. The summer Josh and I tried again, I knew it probably wasn’t going to work though I had hope, but it failed.  The fall I started college classes and I’ve grown up and realized I didn’t need this blog anymore. I wasted 2 and a half years in this site and I don’t see why I should waste anymore.

After thinking about all that’s changed, I don’t need it. It’s become baggage from this different person’s life, because it’s not my blog anymore.

I think I’m going to leave and remove everything personal from my blog.

Bye everybody, good luck out in the world

It’s been…. something else. And I thank you for that.



I’m unsure of remaking.
So I might see y’all again and I might not.
We’ll see………..

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yiffstrider:

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amporeon:

IMPORTANT: So they had these cards in the women’s restrooms at this doctor’s office that I was at. I’m really happy that they put them in there because it makes it easier for a woman to escape an abusive relationship without the abuser expecting anything. It gives me hope when I see things like this.

Oh yes, because women are never abusers.

I never said that they can’t/ aren’t. I’m well aware that some women are. I was just trying to talk about a positive thing that I found in a restroom. Don’t turn my post into something that it’s not. God fucking damn it, it’s like you can’t talk about something positive on this site without someone trying to ruin it or twist the original posters words.

Thank you so much for the positive post, and the VERY true words at the asshole commenting on your post. This is the exact reason why I don’t like this website sometimes. Christ.

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chainsawpunk5:

wittacism:

It’s essay writing season for tons of students!

After being a college writing tutor for over a year, I thought I would share my advice with all you awesome people on tumblr. This is how I write essays, but if you’ve got more tips, feel free to add them below. 

Happy writing. You can do it!

ref,

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from-stars-to-constellations:

couldhavebeenbetter:

getoutofthewelfaretag:

peakcapitolism:

carpebutts:

spoopypeachinspector:

thebicker:

youngprogressivevoices:

republicanidiots:

prettypinktoesonthedash:

This this this. Finally! God bless our troops and for everything they do. 

Yes, God bless our troops for everything they do until they’re discharged and come home and can’t find a job and then they’re just lazy bums and their children can starve. Sincerely, The Republican Party

Doesn’t look like less than minimum wage to me.

So, let’s take a married E-5, with six years of service, stationed at San Diego, CA:
Base Pay: $2,205.30Housing Allowance: $1535Food Allowance: $267.18Family Separation Allowance: $250Hazardous Duty Pay: $225Hardship Duty Pay: $100Total: $4,582.48 per month, or $54,989.76 per year, tax-free

But Republicans lying and seeking to misinform is nothing new.

Yeah, I keep hearing this get repeated - that soldiers make minimum wage, therefore fast food workers don’t deserve a raise. Two things:
1) As shown above, demonstrably false.
2) Even if it was true - and it’s not - there’s nothing stopping the soldiers from protesting to increase their wages. Fast food employees have been organizing, rallying, and speaking out for years now. Keeping McDonald’s employees from making more money than you won’t earn you any more money.

The unthinking soldier-worship thing creeps me out, too.

I am so tired of the way people disrespect fast-food workers like their job is SOOOOOO easy, too.Let me fucking tell you something. You need to cut this shit out with “slap a burger on a bun” nonsense. I am in college, I’m practically a straight-A student, and I plan on getting a decent teaching job after this. But you know what jobs have proven over and over again that I can’t handle? Fast. Fucking. Food. Because here’s the thing. You have to be FAST. Monstrously fast. You have to think on your feet. You have to do copious amounts of manual labor. You generally have to keep up with multiple orders at once, each with their own variations and wants and needs and the entitled assholes who throw fits for stupid reasons and treat you like a goddamn idiot for doing your job correctly.But no, we obviously don’t deserve to not have to choose between paying medical bills and paying rent. We’re the entitled sacks of shit. Right? Right?I’ve had it up to fucking HERE with the people who treat manual labor like it’s fucking worthless. If you think it’s so easy, I dare you to fucking do it.

Little to add to this but the “my life SUCKS your life should suck TOO” is fucking awful
And like, if this image was created in any mindset outside of the “one persons’s shittiness means that you can never ask for good in your life” one then it would be like “Soldiers get minimum wage.  WHAT THE FUCK?  WHY?  THEY GET SHOT.   INCREASE THEIR FUCKING WAGE, SHIT.”


For the person who asked for my opinion on this nonsense, this thread sums it up pretty well.

…..they shouldn’t get more than minimum. It’s a fast food job. You’re bottom of the barrel replaceable.If you want a better paying job, you go to school. And don’t say you can’t. You always have an option.I’m not sorry about my opinion either.

A lot of people have to work through college though. You can take out loans through education, but you can’t take out loans to pay rent and for food. Not everyone’s allowed to live with their parents. If they kick you out on your house at 18, and you need a job through college, $7.35 is not enough to support yourself while going to school.

See, my issue is that not everybody is trying to better themselves. But when that’s your “career” and you’re wanting that much for what you do… It’s complicated and for as many people with X job there’s a viewpoint and a situation. But general (ignoring everything else) you’ve been working fast food for the past 10+ years people, wanting that much is where it’s like “no girl.”And yes you’re right. Minimum wage isn’t enough at fucking all… but it’s not REALLY supposed to be (anymore)… it’s your “stepping stone to success” or some bullshit feel-good whatever. Though I’m just a whore and would go there because the money is better (if you can work it for you)…. but whores make money dammit, so it’s kinda worth it.

from-stars-to-constellations:

couldhavebeenbetter:

getoutofthewelfaretag:

peakcapitolism:

carpebutts:

spoopypeachinspector:

thebicker:

youngprogressivevoices:

republicanidiots:

prettypinktoesonthedash:

This this this. Finally! God bless our troops and for everything they do. 

Yes, God bless our troops for everything they do until they’re discharged and come home and can’t find a job and then they’re just lazy bums and their children can starve. Sincerely, The Republican Party

Doesn’t look like less than minimum wage to me.

So, let’s take a married E-5, with six years of service, stationed at San Diego, CA:

Base Pay: $2,205.30
Housing Allowance: $1535
Food Allowance: $267.18
Family Separation Allowance: $250
Hazardous Duty Pay: $225
Hardship Duty Pay: $100
Total: $4,582.48 per month, or $54,989.76 per year, tax-free

But Republicans lying and seeking to misinform is nothing new.

Yeah, I keep hearing this get repeated - that soldiers make minimum wage, therefore fast food workers don’t deserve a raise. Two things:

1) As shown above, demonstrably false.

2) Even if it was true - and it’s not - there’s nothing stopping the soldiers from protesting to increase their wages. Fast food employees have been organizing, rallying, and speaking out for years now. Keeping McDonald’s employees from making more money than you won’t earn you any more money.

The unthinking soldier-worship thing creeps me out, too.

I am so tired of the way people disrespect fast-food workers like their job is SOOOOOO easy, too.

Let me fucking tell you something. You need to cut this shit out with “slap a burger on a bun” nonsense. I am in college, I’m practically a straight-A student, and I plan on getting a decent teaching job after this.

But you know what jobs have proven over and over again that I can’t handle? Fast. Fucking. Food. Because here’s the thing. You have to be FAST. Monstrously fast. You have to think on your feet. You have to do copious amounts of manual labor. You generally have to keep up with multiple orders at once, each with their own variations and wants and needs and the entitled assholes who throw fits for stupid reasons and treat you like a goddamn idiot for doing your job correctly.

But no, we obviously don’t deserve to not have to choose between paying medical bills and paying rent. We’re the entitled sacks of shit. Right? Right?

I’ve had it up to fucking HERE with the people who treat manual labor like it’s fucking worthless. If you think it’s so easy, I dare you to fucking do it.

Little to add to this but the “my life SUCKS your life should suck TOO” is fucking awful

And like, if this image was created in any mindset outside of the “one persons’s shittiness means that you can never ask for good in your life” one then it would be like “Soldiers get minimum wage.  WHAT THE FUCK?  WHY?  THEY GET SHOT.   INCREASE THEIR FUCKING WAGE, SHIT.”

For the person who asked for my opinion on this nonsense, this thread sums it up pretty well.

…..they shouldn’t get more than minimum. It’s a fast food job. You’re bottom of the barrel replaceable.

If you want a better paying job, you go to school. And don’t say you can’t. You always have an option.

I’m not sorry about my opinion either.

A lot of people have to work through college though. You can take out loans through education, but you can’t take out loans to pay rent and for food. Not everyone’s allowed to live with their parents. If they kick you out on your house at 18, and you need a job through college, $7.35 is not enough to support yourself while going to school.

See, my issue is that not everybody is trying to better themselves. But when that’s your “career” and you’re wanting that much for what you do…
It’s complicated and for as many people with X job there’s a viewpoint and a situation.
But general (ignoring everything else) you’ve been working fast food for the past 10+ years people, wanting that much is where it’s like “no girl.”

And yes you’re right. Minimum wage isn’t enough at fucking all… but it’s not REALLY supposed to be (anymore)… it’s your “stepping stone to success” or some bullshit feel-good whatever.


Though I’m just a whore and would go there because the money is better (if you can work it for you)…. but whores make money dammit, so it’s kinda worth it.

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foxnewsofficial:

i know what you’re going through i read the perks of being a wallflower 

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beautilation:

Did you guys know that Fran Drescher is an amazing woman? In 1987 her and her husband’s home was invaded while she had friends over, she and her friend were raped at gunpoint while her husband was made to watch as another person ransacked the entire apartment. She went to every single court hearing and relived the nightmare over again each hearing, and got to see her attacker get served with two lifetime jail sentences. In 2000 she was diagnosed with uterine cancer and had to receive a hysterectomy, which was traumatic for her since she had desperately wanted children. In 2008 she earned the title of Public Diplomacy Envoy for Women’s Health Issues. She is also and has been from the start of her career a vocal advocate for human rights and is a staunch political supporter of LGBT equality and rights. Through it all, she keeps a positive outlook on life which is what I am most inspired by and try to embody myself and demonstrate to others; “My whole life has been about changing negatives into positives” Fran said in an interview Larry King. She is famous for her unforgettably unique laugh, and fittingly so. 

beautilation:

Did you guys know that Fran Drescher is an amazing woman? In 1987 her and her husband’s home was invaded while she had friends over, she and her friend were raped at gunpoint while her husband was made to watch as another person ransacked the entire apartment. She went to every single court hearing and relived the nightmare over again each hearing, and got to see her attacker get served with two lifetime jail sentences. In 2000 she was diagnosed with uterine cancer and had to receive a hysterectomy, which was traumatic for her since she had desperately wanted children. In 2008 she earned the title of Public Diplomacy Envoy for Women’s Health Issues. She is also and has been from the start of her career a vocal advocate for human rights and is a staunch political supporter of LGBT equality and rights. Through it all, she keeps a positive outlook on life which is what I am most inspired by and try to embody myself and demonstrate to others; “My whole life has been about changing negatives into positives” Fran said in an interview Larry King. She is famous for her unforgettably unique laugh, and fittingly so. 

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spankmehardbarry:

me watching the big bang theory

spankmehardbarry:

me watching the big bang theory

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maxwildchild:

self-righteous-sue:

I just cried a little

All that alcohol rip

is this walking dead?

It’s beautiful

sonickid1234:

maxwildchild:

self-righteous-sue:

I just cried a little

All that alcohol rip

is this walking dead?

It’s beautiful

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